My back is fuckin' gone!!!

Still trying to improve with my back injury. Not doing too well. I am progressing but very slowly because my chiropractor says I injured the ligaments in my spine and have a serious muscle sprain. Worst than I believed it was. Currently taking Celebrex, Novo-Cycloprine, Ibuprofen,Tylenol with Codeine #2....I feel sick from all of that medication! I can't take anymore pain. Today I went to a specialist in Vancouver and got a dozen Xylocaine injections in my back. I was pretty doped out for about 20 mins, but now it just feels like a painful stabbing in my back. It should last 3 days he said and then i'll be in even more pain. Then I get back on my regular medication. Back pains made me very depressed so i'll also be taking Celexa. It's an anti-depressant.

This really fuckin' sucks...I'm in fuckin' pain. The type of pain that is very hard to tolerate. I can't take it anymore. Even worse, I'm working at the same time. I don't think I wasn't ready to go back but I guess not much of a choice.